ARTAN – 101 Confessions (Video)

Song 2 of Music Mondays… I don’t need to explain this one you can hear what I’m trying to say.

Prod. Slim Typical + Hutchthegreat
Video by ATV

LYRICS:
I can’t keep wishing away my problems gotta find out how I’m gonna fix them
Sometimes I feel my lucks so bad no point in taking a risk then
Plenty of dreams I’ve flushed down the toilet
If i smoke I don’t give a ****
101 confessions I think too much it is what it is

I shoulda been home more often I got a family to feed moretime
Inside I should see more light I’m stuck in my flat with p’s on mind
I lost so many loves ones I dont believe in god but I see your side
Sometimes in loves where the evil hides
smoke W all day just to free my mind

When people die around me don’t know how to feel I’m scared but I try and suppress it
4 weeks later into depression 10 years on still learnin my lesson
Never said I love you once to my family gave me the chills don’t know why either
Love language isn’t a speaker so I do deeds an think that that we’re even

I can’t stop bein lost in my dark days
Think I’m stuck between rocks and hard place stare lots tryna see what the stars say
I’m ok but it i had me a hard day
I don’t want you to follow footspets if u want you can watch from pathway
If you want I can meet you at halfway
If you do I can meet you at halfway

These are just a few of my confessions
Praying I can learn a couple lessons
From my mistakes
I try to change but
These are just a these are just a few of my

These are just a few of my confessions
Praying I can learn a couple lessons
Though I’m afraid
I’ll find a way
These are just a few of my confessions

I never had much growing up moretime I’ve felt like I’ve been the runt of the litter
Well that’s what I figured
when I’m down they help but when I do well they’re triggered
I tried being honest an say that money don’t matter an happiness comes from within but nowadays when I’m flat broke on the train to work all I think is how ima win

When my song blew up I called all the mandem some of them barely gave a response
I felt like maybe I’m bragging or maybe their down but I just don’t know what it was
Schooldays I was a bogart rippin the tags off clothes don’t care bout the cost
Started the week im 5 bills up somehow tho always ends in a loss

I lie on my CV all of the time no masters I was at uni juggin
High grade is what i was around so I guess that u do get back what u put in
Back in the day I’d run for the bus no luck I felt I was stuck in the mud
Growin up is thinkin where is the love
now I’m thinkin where is the funds

I can’t stop bein lost in my dark days
Think I’m stuck between rocks and hard place stare lots tryna see what the stars say
I’m ok but it i had me a hard day
I don’t want you to follow footspets if u want you can watch from pathway
If you want I can meet you at halfway
If you do I can meet you at halfway

I can’t stop bein lost in my dark days
Think I’m stuck between rocks and hard place stare lots tryna see what the stars say
I’m ok but it i had me a hard day
I don’t want you to follow footspets if u want you can watch from pathway
If you want I can meet you at halfway
If you do I can meet you at halfway

These are just a few of my confessions
Praying I can learn a couple lessons
From my mistakes
I try to change but
These are just a these are just a few of my…

These are just a few of my confessions
Praying I can learn a couple lessons
Though I’m afraid
I’ll find a way
These are just a few of my confessions

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