Paigey Cakey – Secret (My Sexual Abuse Story)

When I was 5 years old I was sexually assaulted. This is something that has never left me. Something that replays in my mind when I watch or read similar stories. Something that has played a big factor in my life. With thousands of victims, only a few get justice. With that being said I want to spread my story and awareness to this subject. If you have been affected by something similar. Just know, you’re not alone. You’re strong. You’re beautiful. You’re a survivor. ❤️

LYRICS
VERSE 1
When I was 5 mummy had a boyfriend
He was cool he would let me play his PlayStation
Soul blade couple games
Only child, never complained
I was a good kid and that still ain’t changed
On the weekend mum would meet him
Go round to his house I remember sweeping
Mamma cleaning house keeping
Get a little freakin in the evening
When I was sleeping
A couple months passed , couple weeks
Through a kids eyes I thought he was really sweet
When he went shops he always bought me sweets
But little did I know that this man was just a creep
He started moving strange
Probably saw me differently
Even put his hands on me deliberately
Made me take part in his sick activity
Coz he was lost in his own complicity

CHORUS
It’s out little secret
I need you to keep it
Don’t let your mother know
That’s how we should leave it he said

VERSE 2
Mum fell asleep on the sofa
I wish she would of woke up
Seeing his hands on my
And feeling his hands on my
All now I still think about the innocence he took from I
I knew it was wrong but I just pushed it aside
Maybe it was normal maybe it was a crime
Either way I was 5 with a different state of mind
Some deep ****
My weakness
Was never telling mummy this secret
He told me don’t speak it
I swore to keep it
If I told my daddy he would be on some meek ****
Some peak ****
Still stuck here putting together the pieces
Hoping that he never done it to none of his nieces
I’m preaching
Tryna make excuses like…he’s just
**** that this time in coming with heaters

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